Acne, GO AWAY ):

I would love to tell you guys about my acne story but you see, I'm battling it like hell right now ):
Truthfully, it upsets me a lot. My self-confidence went down by a lot and I feel like I can't survive without covering it up.

I was banned from heavy makeup by my dad but still, I can't help it.
The least I can do is cover up the scars.

I never faced very difficult teenage acne, you see. Usually it's just on my T-Zone, forehead, jaw...nose? lol.

But yeah, it only started late last year? Well, toward the end of 2011. Probably since October?
Getting acne almost every single day.

Confidence level going down....sometimes I had to rely on makeup to go to school (which is forbidden btw)

( ;-; ) and it was even worse when the ex kept pointing it out.

( ;-; ) I really don't know how it happened.

But I think me trying new makeup and not cleansing properly caused it.

And now, I'm stuck with these hideous scars ):
Sometimes they fade, and I'll be happy and then new ones keep popping out.

I don't know.

Stupid SkinTologist ain't helping either ):<
God, money down the drain probably.

I have little hope for them now ):< I wonder if my pores are still clogged by the time it ends. Microdermabrasion my ass. It's still quite active, my acne and clogged pores.

I don't know what to do anymore.

But I may have a glimmer of hope ):

Trying out things on my own.

I'm back to my regimen of using Bio-Oil again. My spot fading cream is not here yet ):< DAMN YOU.

My acne's not under control but I'm trying my best to unclog my pores before my next facial which was supposed to be last week!

If I did go last week, it wouldn't be this clogged I think.

So I've been using my Peppermint Pore Diet mask twice in a row ):
And tonight I saw some major change.

Well, after peeling the mask.
My face seemed brighter and some of the scars I think...well, peeled a bit? I don't know.

I know it's not healthy to deep clean everyday but who knows if this mask is too mild I have to use it everyday.

I'll try again tomorrow ): until my next facial.

The least I can do is try to unclog the stubborn pores.

( ;_; ) do you have any suggestions to unclogging pores?

I tried AHA-BHA products and they cause more bumps instead.

Salycilic Acid doesn't seem to work too.
And Benzoyl Peroxide.

Nor does Tea Tree Oil.

ARGGHHHHHH

"orz I'm doomed.


Sigh.

I feel very very down today.

I hope I'll be okay.

So Acne, GO AWAY!

-Nisah-