Dry Skin Woes. Early Period Woes. Missed Period Woes.

No, I'm not going to post a pic of it but just imagine, cheeks with lots of scars and active breakouts and to top that off, dry flaky skin.

I guess it's from me using the Nixoderm (I have to stop for now) and I had to steam my face for a bit. That was yesterday.

Today, it was less dry, but still dry toward the night.
As of now, I mean. I'm using SkinLab's Concentrated Vitamin E Cream again to combat it. It's not the most moisturizing but it would do for now.

I had two consecutive emotional breakdowns (which I won't elaborate here) and just tonight, I noticed a (TMI here, so I'm sorry) discharge with blood. I'm like, so wtf-ed because that means I'm two weeks plus early for my period.

My friend said it must be either stress, poor nutrition and other stuff. All of it, I guess.

I'm not happy about it. It also made me realize that I missed my period in March.

Like. How come I never realized that.
My April time of the month was a couple days early....

...and now, two-three weeks early?

That would explain my horrible mood swings.

So horrible. So very horrible.

I don't know.
There's definitely something abnormal with it. I'm not happy.

I never realized I haven't been taking care of myself properly.

I just didn't realize.

Maybe tomorrow, I'll either have a product swatch and mini review maybe.
I tested out the Dolly Wink Retractable Eyeliner (I guess that's what it's called) and I was amazed (at the swatch) at how it didn't smudge, budge...I even had a hard time removing it.

I guess I should try it out on the eyes if my mood is stable enough.

'til then :D

-Nisah-

P.S: I know it's short and uneventful but yeah, sorry ):

Will this work...?

So, the texture of my skin's been pretty bad.
Dare I say it's like....rough, bumpy....dry-ish.

I dunno, but I hate it.

I'd post pictures but I'm ashamed lol;
I guess I can post some HQ zoom-ins of my recent photoshoot. Although that's covered by a bit of makeup.
Sad thing is, you can still see the bumps.

Might get disgusted LOL (you've been warned)

This is WITH light powder and layers of concealer!

THE BUMPS. THE FUCKING BUMPS!

By this time, my makeup's melted so yeah.

For a photoshoot, I didn't want to use too much makeup, planned to photoshop them. It was a small at home photoshoot, hence I didn't use BB Cream nor Foundation.

You can see how the bumps are my worst enemy right now.
Clogged pores = acne.

And I heal very slowly ):

So I hate it.
I hate my skin right now.

Hated it so much I went back to something that might not work but it's called desperation.

THIS. Or rather, I went from OXY10 to THIS.

 When I used OXY10, it didn't work. It never did.
But then back then I nevr experienced these bumps.
These clogged pores, just acne here and there.

Back then is not now.
So now, I need to try this out again.

At a less concentrated formulation.

With that, I also got this.

SkinLab's Concentrated Vitamin E Cream

What it's supposed to do.

The reason why I got this was because Bio-Oil, even though it worked, was too oily for me.

But this, it sinks right into the skin.

I haven't seen much results. I'll wait for a week.

But I only use this at night.

Same with the OXY5.

Hope this works for me :(

I feel a bit sad today...

But ah well.

'til then!

-Nisah-