Giving them away ):

Yesterday, I had to give away 2 of Shyla's kittens for adoption.
Felt really sad really. It was with a heavy heart when I actually had to do it. Even the thought of it was weird, yes, but when you actually have to...it felt sad.

I've been taking care of them since they were born, I was practically the second mommy since Shyla needed some help. It's kinda like giving away your baby and then maybe you won't be able to see them again.

Unless the person shares a lot of photos of them.

I gave Socks and Artemis away to my bro's gf. They're not gonna be housecats though.
Semi-outdoor I guess?

Both are girls ):

It was good that I gave them away in pairs, so they can play with each other.
But I think if homesickness is too much for them,  she can always bring them back and have Shyla take care of them a while longer.

They've been weaned, but still, they were drinking mommy's milk still.

I swear, I saw some tears in Shyla's eyes.


Now there's four left.
I originally planned on having Honeydew up for adoption too but seeing how empty the cage looked, my mom said "It's enough. We'll keep the rest."

I mean, as kittens, sure, 4-6 is okay but as they grow...
We won't have space for them.

Artemis (and my large hand lol)

Socks :3

Oh man, I'm trying so hard not to cry and regret my decision.

Later, Oreo will be given away too ):

My sis is against it because he's kinda like, Fini's boyfriend.

But honestly, he needs a good home where he can be as affectionate as he can be.

If any cat is a housecat, it's him.

( ;A; ) I don't---

I KNOW I can't afford to take care of all of them.

MAN.

Just...

I hope they're well taken care of. I'm not the most perfect cat owner ever but I really do love them ):

Aish.

Man.

Please take care of them.

I just hope they'll behave well.


I need to have my sahur later.
Quite hungry today.


The other day, I had food poisoning and had to skip one day of fasting.
I'm like MAN.

I was throwing up and diarrhoea-ing. It was too hard to KEEP fasting.

Losing a lot of hydration already from both.


My stomach's been quite sensitive too.

It hurts most of the time.
I wonder if I need to see a doctor.


Sigh.

( u_u ) I feel sad.


'til then, take care.

-Nisah-